What’s happening 2 me.. part 3

Updates on my confused situation

I feel much better now. My new friend C and me, we had a chat today. It started quite informal, talking about Avatar and movies in general.

And then we had a video chat, and boy he was cute. I couldn’t hold it back any longer, so I ended the video chat. Because I write better than I converse [such a huge flaw in me]. And I told him what I was feeling. I did not expect him to be so attractive in real life, and him being so attractive leaves me in a difficult situation coz I am in a relationship.

I told him, I have no idea how he felt about me. But I am in a relationship for all the good reasons.

He asked me if I would rather not have him as a mate.

I answered no. I want him to be my mate.

And he replied, he does not want to create any sort of sillyness in my current relationship, and so he knows his limits and so should I. That was very kind of him.

His exact words were - as we’ve discussed you have a boyfriend and i wouldn’t want to ruin a potential friendship by letting my dick decide how i behave or misbehave.

And then we went on to talk about Zodiac signs, and then career aspirations and finally winded up to his Bollywood Actors fantasies :) Always a good conversation!!!

So, yeah, it was good, and I think I now see him more as a friend, although he is still very cute. My man gets back on Thursday night, and he begins his new job on Monday. So we have the weekend together. I’ll talk to him about a new friend, and possibly we could all go out together to Bluewater, do some shopping or watch a movie :)

The world is happy again. Yayyy

Thanks to everyone who gave me their thoughts on this. It would not have been possible to deal with this on me own.

@lambearghini, @designercub @loki @rhynotx *Love u guys so much* BIG BIG BIG HUGS..

Some day when I decide to come out, I might be able to put up a group hug picture of Me, my Man and my new friend C  :)

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