Whts happening 2 me..part 2

Thanks a lot to everyone who sent me your suggestions.

@designercub:

Getting the new guy in action - no possibility regarding that coz, me n my boyf are not in an open relationship. It’s going to very tough on me not to talk to the new guy and avoid him.

@lambearghini and rhynotx

Yes, I will discuss this with my boyf. I have to. I love him. Another thing is that, I have started thinking of myself as a miserable character. I have been with someone for over a year, I have shared my life with him, and in just a moment, how can I forget all of that over someone whom I have just met and know almost nothing about.

I feel so miserable.

@loki

Thanks hun for the honest opinion. I think I’ll tell my boyf about this. I don’t want to exclude this new guy [ Ok, my boyf’s name is D, and this new guy is C ]. So, possibly, I’ll try to include him as a mutual friend, may be make him meet D. I don’t know.

Another confession:

I couldn’t sleep much last night. I was all wide awake. I was watching Grammy, and all I could think about was C. This new excitement of meeting him is all over me.

Now I don’t have a good memory, but I don’t know if I did feel like this before. Porn doesn’t work. I don’t even feel like wanking. I keep thinking about C, and just being in bed next to him. Oh God, I’m in trouble.

My boyf sent me a Miss Ya text. I am such a horrible person. I feel like running away to Hong Kong right now.

I have started questioning myself now. What am I? I have a relationship with someone I have known for over a year, and now suddenly, I meet someone new and I am all besotted by this. Makes me think - what if I was to go for him, and again in a few months time, I’d go for another one. UGHHHHHH!!!!

I think I need to become celibate or something.

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