I am not Kevin Smith.. That dude on my profile pic/ avatar is Kevin Smith. He is a kickass director. I love his movies. Mallrats, Chasing Amy, Clerks and Dogma are my favourites of his work, in that order. But I like his other movies as well.
I dig his live Q&A sessions and can’t get enough of them. Last summer I saw him twice in London.
And yes, I fancy him, like in a sexual way.
Issued in public interest to avoid future confusion and disappointment for anyone who thought I was a hot chub. :D
I have now moved to a new place closer to my work. And also it is easier for me to get to central London now. Which means I can see Carlo more easily.
My ex and I speak sometimes, and he said he wants to be friends with me but it will take some time for him to come to terms with that. And until he’s ready, he’d prefer not to speak to each other.
And I have been on two official dates and a nice evening walk so far with Carlo. I am trying not to rush into things, but I cannot help being smitten completely.
I think I am in love… And this time I know it’s for real [ Just quoting Freddie.. or maybe not ]
Wish me luck guys.. Hugs.
[ P.S. I wish I could publish pics of me and Carlo, but both of us are a bit too shy to be in the public space. But well, if there was somehow I could do it on a person 2 person basis, I certainly would.. and that’s why I have the reply thingie switched on ]
I know it for sure, that I would never get someone like D who loves me so much, so very much unconditionally.
But sometimes it is not enough. Times like these, when I have fallen in love, head over heels for C, Carlo, my love. I have never felt like this before. I have never felt so desperate, so empowered, so rebellious and yes, so smitten in love. I feel like I am 16 again.
And my feelings could only mean one thing for the relationship. That I wasn’t being fair. I couldn’t make D any happier.
The breakup was tough. Very tough. We didn’t end it on a bitter note though. We talked through like mature people. Went for a walk by the lake on a cold London evening. And then, we had dinner together, for the last time as a couple.
I have moved to a new flat now. And I am seeing Carlo tonight, after almost 3 weeks. Oh Carlo, I am sooooo hopelessly in love. Its like a dream, and I wish I never wake up. I know, I should’ve been born in the 60’s.