Thanks evryone who wrote in to send me hugs..
@loki, @ursius, @gulobear, @lambearghini and @squareone, thanks to u all.
I have been a nomad for the last couple of days. Left London yesterday. At Manchester right now. And am trying to answer all sorts of questions.
And the situation isn’t what you guys imagined it to be. It wasn’t just a case of me being infatuated. It got really complicated.
I am just feeling extremely guilty for being the one to have caused the break up. I know my boyfriend loves me really way too much. I can’t still come to terms with accepting that he’s my ex . I’ve got lotsa extra introspection to do.
And the worst part is, I know if I go back to him he’ll accept me. But I know I can only cause him more misery. I don’t want to do that. I have hurt him enough already.
Give me some time people. I promise I’ll let it all out soon. Just need to cry for now. And I am fortunate that I have mates here in Manc.
Will post soon. Hugs