gulobear:

chubhub:

lambearghini:

chubhub:

Oh Lord. My boyfriend is here now. He came back last night. We had dinner as usual, and we had sex like two times. Once last night, and once in the day today.

But here;s the thing. I am still pre-occupied by my new crush. I am mentally off in a different zone altogether.

Does it mean, I no longer love my man?

Also, I wanted to buy a Yamaha keyboard, and my boyfriend told me tht he’d be happy to share the money. But I said no, I told him I wanted it to be mine. Am I reading into it too much? Sounds like I am being commitment phobic.

Fuck, do I no longer love him? And all for a crush to someone I hardly know. I am so confused peeps. I feel terrible. :’(

Oh chubhub I feel for you. I still think that its still too early to get over a crush, its just like getting a new toy. When you first get it, you spend all your time playing and you think its the best toy ever. When you go without it then all you can think about is playing with the new toy again. But after a while you will loose these feelings and eventually go back to playing with your old toy again the one that you love playing with the most.

It’s a crap analogy, not very good expressing my thoughts, but I hope you get the idea.

Also I think your reading too much into the keyboard thing

In your heart you still love your boyfriend and your fondness for him will return.

Hahaha. I actually like your analogy. I so hope its true what you said. Else I’ll be in big trouble. I do love my man, we have been through some awesome stuff together, and some shitty stuff too. That makes me hard to tell him about this new guy. I just can’t do this to him. He’ll be just devastated.

I am trying hard to focus my mind into something else. Really having a hard time at it though :(

If you’re comfortable with your boyfriend and, in my opinion, you love him, not worth risking to ruin your relationship by telling him about your friend. Jerk off thinking on him occasionally and the fever will go away in the near future. It’s my personal advice and hope it works.

Everybody jerk off thinking on a person other than his partner

Thanks mate for the advice. I know it is just not worth it. Sometimes I think it wouldn’t have happened if I hadn’t met my new friend . But then, at the same time, I feel happy that I met him . Such a fucking dilemma.

lambearghini:

chubhub:

Oh Lord. My boyfriend is here now. He came back last night. We had dinner as usual, and we had sex like two times. Once last night, and once in the day today.

But here;s the thing. I am still pre-occupied by my new crush. I am mentally off in a different zone altogether.

Does it mean, I no longer love my man?

Also, I wanted to buy a Yamaha keyboard, and my boyfriend told me tht he’d be happy to share the money. But I said no, I told him I wanted it to be mine. Am I reading into it too much? Sounds like I am being commitment phobic.

Fuck, do I no longer love him? And all for a crush to someone I hardly know. I am so confused peeps. I feel terrible. :’(

Oh chubhub I feel for you. I still think that its still too early to get over a crush, its just like getting a new toy. When you first get it, you spend all your time playing and you think its the best toy ever. When you go without it then all you can think about is playing with the new toy again. But after a while you will loose these feelings and eventually go back to playing with your old toy again the one that you love playing with the most.

It’s a crap analogy, not very good expressing my thoughts, but I hope you get the idea.

Also I think your reading too much into the keyboard thing

In your heart you still love your boyfriend and your fondness for him will return.

Hahaha. I actually like your analogy. I so hope its true what you said. Else I’ll be in big trouble. I do love my man, we have been through some awesome stuff together, and some shitty stuff too. That makes me hard to tell him about this new guy. I just can’t do this to him. He’ll be just devastated.

I am trying hard to focus my mind into something else. Really having a hard time at it though :(

designercub:

chubhub:

Oh Lord. My boyfriend is here now. He came back last night. We had dinner as usual, and we had sex like two times. Once last night, and once in the day today.

But here;s the thing. I am still pre-occupied by my new crush. I am mentally off in a different zone altogether.

Does it mean, I no longer love my man?

Also, I wanted to buy a Yamaha keyboard, and my boyfriend told me tht he’d be happy to share the money. But I said no, I told him I wanted it to be mine. Am I reading into it too much? Sounds like I am being commitment phobic.

Fuck, do I no longer love him? And all for a crush to someone I hardly know. I am so confused peeps. I feel terrible. :’(

Your post is so similar to how I felt about a year into my relationship with my boyfriend. I had the hots for a friend of mine and even while having sex with my boyfriend I was thinking about my friend. After awhile I just kinda got over it. I still think my friend is really hot, which I don’t think will ever change, but I’ve just figured my boyfriend is someone I can spend my life with, while my friend is just eye candy who I happen to like to go to a movie or have a beer with every now and again.

Your always going to want what you can’t have, till you have it, then you’ll get bored with it. Just one of lifes little troubles. I really think since this is becoming such a problem for you, your going to have stop seeing your friend. Its worse than the alternative.

I exactly get what you are saying. There is a big possibility that if I was to get him as well, I’d soon get bored. Well, I haven’t talked to my friend since the last time we had a chat on Monday. He was saying that we go for a shopping trip , but now I really donno. Every time I see, I get this feeling, I’d just give into it and Kiss him so good. Ughhhh, he’s soooo adorable.

I am not even sure about who do I want to spend my life with. Forget life, I am even worried to share buying a keyboard. Fuck.

Oh Lord. My boyfriend is here now. He came back last night. We had dinner as usual, and we had sex like two times. Once last night, and once in the day today.

But here;s the thing. I am still pre-occupied by my new crush. I am mentally off in a different zone altogether.

Does it mean, I no longer love my man?

Also, I wanted to buy a Yamaha keyboard, and my boyfriend told me tht he’d be happy to share the money. But I said no, I told him I wanted it to be mine. Am I reading into it too much? Sounds like I am being commitment phobic.

Fuck, do I no longer love him? And all for a crush to someone I hardly know. I am so confused peeps. I feel terrible. :’(

ursius:

designercub:

radiobears:

biktm:

OMG this picture is JAW-DROPPING it gives me the chills…

wow

<3 Tyler

cute